他瘦了一圈，顴骨突出來，眼窩凹進去

婉芹不知道這些。她只知道陳大同那晚見了她之后，就沒動靜了。她以為他放棄了，以為他家里人不同意，以為他不想要她了。她一個人在夜里哭，哭完了把眼淚擦干，第二天該喂豬喂豬，該下地下地。地里要澆水了，她挑著扁擔一趟一趟往田里送，水桶太重，壓得肩膀生疼，她咬著牙不讓自己停下來。

八個月后的一天黃昏，陳大同回來了。他瘦了一圈，顴骨突出來，眼窩凹進去，頭發也長了，搭在額前亂蓬蓬的。左手纏著紗布，小指的位置空空的。他站在婉芹家門口，把用一塊干凈的布包好的銀元放在門檻上，“五十塊。”他說，聲音啞得幾乎聽不見，“你數數?！蓖袂劭粗p著紗布的左手，看著缺了一截的小指部位，看著他瘦脫了相的臉，眼淚刷地下來了?！笆种改?？”她問?！白龌畈恍⌒膫它c皮。”他說，把手背到身后。她沒信。她早聽說了，他在工地沒日沒夜地干，鋸木頭的時候走了神，手指一下就給鋸了。婉芹流著淚心疼他的手指少了一節。

“你就為了五十塊銀元，手指都不要了？”她的聲音在發顫。陳大同沒接話，把門檻上的銀元往她面前推了推。婉芹沒看銀元，盯著他的手看了很久，然后蹲下去，把那塊包著銀元的布打開，把銀元一塊一塊地數數，正好五十塊她又把銀元放回去。

婉芹站起來，把他那只缺了小指的手拉過來，輕輕握住了。那只手粗糙得像松樹皮，指根全是硬繭，斷指的傷口還沒長好，泛著紅。她不敢碰，只敢握著手心那一小塊還算完好的地方。他的手指蜷了蜷，沒抽回去。“別的我不要了，就要你這個人?！彼f著自己先哭了，也不知道是說給他聽還是說給自己聽。婉芹哭著說你為了錢，手指都不要了。

后娘從屋里出來，看見了那一包銀元，看見了陳大同那只殘了的手，看見了婉芹握著他的手。她張了張嘴，沒喊出來，又縮回屋去了。

門“嘎吱”一聲關上，院子里安靜下來。頭頂的槐樹枝椏遮了半邊天，細碎的花瓣落下來，幾片停在陳大同的肩上，又有幾片擦著婉芹的鬢角滑下去，無聲無息。陳大同把銀元拿起放回婉芹手里?！澳隳弥＝o你娘還賭債。”“我不要?！蓖袂廴厝?，推他的時候那只斷指隔著布硌了一下她的手心，“拿著，能娶到你，少一節手指又算什么呢？”他把五十塊銀元遞給婉芹。

他把手慢慢從她手心里抽出來，又從口袋里摸出一包用牛皮紙裹的東西，塞進婉芹手里?！肮鸹ǜ?。”紙包隔著婉芹的手心，還帶著他體溫的余熱。陳大同轉過身，往院門口走。走了幾步，停下來，沒回頭?！澳愕任??！彼吡?。婉芹抱著那包桂花糕，站在槐樹下，看著他的背影消失在土路盡頭。她想喊他，嘴張開又合上了。她想追出去，腿邁不動。她把那包桂花糕貼在胸口，蹲下來，哭了很久。他還遞給她一包糕花糕。

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槐花落了一地，她蹲在那里，花瓣落了她一肩。她沒拂。她把那包桂花糕打開，捏了一小塊放進嘴里，甜得發膩。她不知道自己是在笑還是在哭，只知道嘴里全是桂花的味道，眼睛卻看不清眼前的東西。她吃著桂花糕，甜甜的味道，甜甜的笑了

她抹了一把臉，站起來，把桂花糕重新包好，塞進袖子里。灶臺里的火已經滅了，她又重新點起來。鍋里燒著水，她把桂花糕放在灶神娘娘的畫像旁邊，讓她也嘗嘗這口甜。